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The first place I lived,
where this picture was taken,
was Circle Hill Road,
and I was notorious at hide and seek.
Beneath the stairs was a closet cloaked in coats,
and between them I would stand
and breathe very quietly - something I had learned
from being aggressive in appearance.
Make my body and voice small
so no one would find me.
In my bedroom closet, I could hide -
I must have had a bajillion books -
or at least twenty.
At four years old, endings made me sad,
so I read one book, over and over.
The characters were just stuck, an infinite loop,
because I didn't want to see them leave me.
And once I hid under my bed,
because I didn't want to go to the doctor.
At the kindergarten when we played hide and seek,
I was so good.
The other kids stopped looking for me.
If I closed my eyes,
and breathed quiet like I had learned,
I could pretend for a few moments I didn't exist.
In a cone where life and noise just slid past me.
But eventually I'd reveal myself -
like it had been a game -
and it was better if we acted like nothing happened.
Only when my parents started talking about calling the neighbors
to see if I had run away
did I reveal myself.
My eyes were stinging me.
I knew this time it wasn't a game. Not really.
When we were in the car,
"Mommy, Daddy, I was hiding under my bed,"
and they said we know,
and the long ride to the Baltimore Laser Center was quiet.
In this picture - my first birthday -
I was too young to know about hiding.
I was too young to know about things like
pulse-dye lasers or Sturge-Weber Syndrome
or self-image or beauty.
All I could know was that my face hurt,
and that chocolate cake tasted good.
where this picture was taken,
was Circle Hill Road,
and I was notorious at hide and seek.
Beneath the stairs was a closet cloaked in coats,
and between them I would stand
and breathe very quietly - something I had learned
from being aggressive in appearance.
Make my body and voice small
so no one would find me.
In my bedroom closet, I could hide -
I must have had a bajillion books -
or at least twenty.
At four years old, endings made me sad,
so I read one book, over and over.
The characters were just stuck, an infinite loop,
because I didn't want to see them leave me.
And once I hid under my bed,
because I didn't want to go to the doctor.
At the kindergarten when we played hide and seek,
I was so good.
The other kids stopped looking for me.
If I closed my eyes,
and breathed quiet like I had learned,
I could pretend for a few moments I didn't exist.
In a cone where life and noise just slid past me.
But eventually I'd reveal myself -
like it had been a game -
and it was better if we acted like nothing happened.
Only when my parents started talking about calling the neighbors
to see if I had run away
did I reveal myself.
My eyes were stinging me.
I knew this time it wasn't a game. Not really.
When we were in the car,
"Mommy, Daddy, I was hiding under my bed,"
and they said we know,
and the long ride to the Baltimore Laser Center was quiet.
In this picture - my first birthday -
I was too young to know about hiding.
I was too young to know about things like
pulse-dye lasers or Sturge-Weber Syndrome
or self-image or beauty.
All I could know was that my face hurt,
and that chocolate cake tasted good.
Literature
Hate
I hate
I hate well
I hate feverishly
I am the churning acid in your stomach
I am the blood pounding in your head
I am the white-knuckled fist clenching to strike
I am the red haze dimming your eyes
and clouding your mind
I am the rage that lashes out at the weak
the small and defenseless
justified by tears and fueled by alcohol
I hate passionately
I am the shaking in your hands
and grinding teeth
nails digging into your palms
I am everything you hate
boiling to the surface in a froth of
bile
blood
and excrement
I am the indiscriminate spray of bullets
at the school
church
nightclub
I am the madman raving on the news
heaping blame
Literature
It Is Hope
Dollar signs swarm like wasps,
Threaten to sting from all directions.
They thicken, become the fog of depression,
The choking, crippling fog, threatening to solidify,
Become the dark abyss, the place knowledge fails
to picture out of pure terror.
But then, a spark.
Will it ignite?
What is it?
Employment? Success?
Happiness?
It is these things and more, yet it is not.
It is hope.
Literature
Make a Change
We are not an object that
you can label by a color.
We have hopes and dreams
And plans for the future.
We are not someone who
You can use to make
Yourself feel better.
N****, whore, negro,
Slut, baby daddy
Isn’t a title you have
The right to bestow
On us or on any
Person of color.
Why can’t we live in
A world where we don’t
Have to be worried about
Our brothers being shot
And our sisters looking for
Their children’s fathers.
We are all human beings.
We all love and love others,
So why can’t we accept
Our differences and come
Together as one people
Who are all on this planet
We call Earth.
Let’s st
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Very well written. Loved it.